CLASSIFICATION: Fowl bash. character death. would anyone read it otherwise?
SUMMARY: just a little ride in the country
RATING: G
DISTRIBUTION: you actually want this thing? have it, then.
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I Don't Want to Believe
by Exfilia

Okay, it was done. Mulder and his twit had the information Il Fumatore wanted them to have. All Fowley had to do now was get away from the farm without being seen. This was turning into a job in itself, as emergency units materialized at the end of the long drive and roared up to the house, to be directed hither and yon by a flame-haired twit in heels. People just would take Scully seriously. Diana couldn't imagine why.
She was beginning to feel exposed, even hidden in the shrubbery. She waited for an opportune moment and ducked into the barn. Didn't smell like it had been mucked out since... probably not since the aliens had replaced its proper owners. A movement in one of the stalls alerted Diana. She drew her weapon, and then replaced it. A gunshot would bring the whole lot down on her. She reached down her blouse and drew a wire from her bra--a wire with a bone ring securly fastened to each end. Then she sidled up to the stall and looked through the open top door.
He was looking back at her, and he was beautiful. His eyes were the brown of a velvety chocolate bar, and a jet black mane flowed down his neck. He was tall--17 hands if he was an inch, with the sturdy limbs of a warmblood. Diana's hand snaked up unbidden and scratched his poll. He whickered, and touched his silky nose to her cheek.
"Hello," she whispered. "Have they not been taking care of you? Poor baby."
She put the garrotte back where it belonged. There hadn't been much activity in the fields behind the farm so far, and the fields led to a National Forest full of trails for hikers and riders.
"You want to go for a ride, baby? Are you my ticket out of here?" He knew the word 'ride.' He flicked his tail vertically and waggled his nose about in tiny circles. "So where's your bridle? Huh?"
There was no bridle to be seen. Diana wondered if the horse was sound. He seemed friendly enough. Surely someone must have been riding him. Finally she found a half-rotted hackamore on the back of the bathroom door. Well, he was tame. Maybe he didn't need a bit. He whickered at her, almost a chuckle, and she was reminded her grandmother's stories of the pooka, the pony found in the wilds of the old country by a traveller in need. It seemed a blessing until it dumped him in the nearest pond.
"You wouldn't do me that way, would you, baby?"
She slipped the reins over his neck as a precaution, but he almost shoved his head into the loops she held. Now how to get on his back? She led him out into the aisle. There was no block, no nothing. Oh, well, she could make do. Diana chuckled herself, thinking about Scully. Short legs wouldn't have got her on this fellow's back no matter how young they were.
The door slid open silently, and the horse dogged Diana's steps out into the yard and up to a tractor. Out front and in the house the locals were still milling like lunch hour traffic under Scully's direction. For a miracle, the horse stood motionless as Fowley climbed from the tractor to his back. She looked toward the field, and must have leaned slightly, for the horse walked to the gate as if he knew the way. Through and away, and he broke into a canter with no urging from her.
God, Diana had missed this. She thought sometimes that the Consortium got so wound up in defending the planet from alien assault that they forgot why the world was worth saving. Even moving so quickly, there was almost no sound. The pooka had moved silently, too, particularly in the darker stories, the ones where the traveller was never seen again. She was being silly. The ground must be soft here, or something. She refused to fall prey to theories that Fox Mulder would love, and his twit of a partner would mock. As long as this beautiful animal carried her to safety in secrecy, she could care less.
They topped a hill, and a broad dark pond spread beneath them. Diana twitched at the reins, then pulled harder. The horse must not have been ridden a lot lately. He ignored her best efforts. Okay. She could always bail out. Beneath them, though, the ground swept by at almost supernatural speed. She placed her hands on the horse's withers and tried to push herself off, but the muscles in her arms were like noodles. It couldn't be from fear. She would not believe it of herself. She was paralyzed, though, unable even to scream as the horse tore down the hill at full tilt.
I will not believe it, she thought. It's just a horse. That eerie cackle was just a whinny. This was just going to be a ducking. Then she would dry out and walk away, as cleanly as she could have wished. Why, then, could she not disentangle herself, even when the churning black legs reached the water and raced in without losing any speed at all? Why couldn't she scream even when the water closed over her head?

The End